Album Review: I Might Forgive… But I Don’t Forget by Jeezy
In his sprawling featureless double-disc effort, beyond the bangers, Jeezy released some of his most personal output.
Jeezy’s musical tenure has seen numerous achievements, but most of those are now historical highlights. Over twenty years, he released classic mixtapes, climbed to the top of the charts, greatly influenced a multitude of aspiring artists, and cemented his status as a highly regarded legend in the hip-hop community. Embracing a fresh start and asserting his autonomy, he departs from Def Jam. His new venture is signified by the launch of a double-disc album, I Might Forgive… But I Don’t Forget, released under his label, CTE New World imprint, during a period when artists over 40 continue to excel.
The album’s 29 tracks are neatly partitioned, showing uniformity for a multitude of reasons. The J.U.S.T.I.C.E. League, long-time collaborators, helm the production (some of the first disc and all of the second disc), recalling the early days of Let’s Get It: Thug Motivation 101. Jeezy’s latest work exhibits an acute focus, perhaps a byproduct of his recent step into independence with no collaborations, highlighting his ability to carry a project solo. Despite personal challenges, including a smoother-than-average divorce from Jeannie Mai and a struggle with unrecognized depression, he proves his mettle with this latest release.
I Might Forgive… But I Don’t Forget is introduced by the track “I Might Forgive,” the title track from the first disc, featuring a victorious trap beat that confronts naysayers questioning Jeezy’s relevance, addressing his critics with a dismissive swagger. The hook, “I might forgive, but I don’t forget,” is a clear message of pliability against those who doubt his success and staying power in the industry. It’s a declaration of his ability to rise above negativity and continue to thrive despite the naysayers. The song’s production complements Jeezy’s delivery with a beat that’s both hard-hitting and contemplative, reflecting the dual nature of his lyrics that combine gritty realism with aspirational themes.
The verses delve into his past struggles and current triumphs, contrasting his street life origins with his current wealth and business acumen. Lyrics like “Used to mix the yola with the sprite, I’m thinkin’ smarter now” and “Thirsty-ass ni**as, yeah, I got my own water now” showcase his growth from illicit activities to legitimate enterprises. Jeezy uses his journey to underscore his evolution both as an artist and an entrepreneur.
“My Name” follows, blending melodic vocals with a narrative on protecting his reputation. As you would’ve expected from Jeezy, it’s a robust assertion of self-worth and authenticity in the face of adversity and doubt. “I ain’t gon’ let ‘em play with my name, see Scottie trippin’,” uses the metaphor of basketball legends to signify transformation and control over one’s legacy. This hook is catchy and reinforces the theme of self-empowerment and respect. The lyrics are a blend of braggadocio and introspective commentary, with a clear message that Jeezy is not to be underestimated or disrespected. The song stands strong as a personal anthem, resonating with anyone who strives to protect their reputation and achievements against any detractors.
In “No Complaining,” Jeezy joins forces with the J.U.S.T.I.C.E. League and TM88 to create a haunting trap sound that reflects on personal growth and the determination to move forward without dwelling on hardships. “Back then, we used the Bounty paper/Towel to do the strainin’,” metaphorically describes overcoming humble beginnings and making do with limited resources. This line paints a vivid picture of the artist’s early challenges and his resourcefulness. Jeezy juxtaposes these past difficulties with his current state of success, highlighting a stark contrast between then and now, while “They Don’t Love Me” is an ATL Jacob production, expressing a sense of abandonment by the streets.
“Trust No One” is an assertion of self-reliance amidst a violent backdrop, contrasted by the surprising inclusion of bagpipes in “Sad,” which reflects on his rivals’ downfalls. His lyricism is straightforward, with Jeezy emphasizing three priorities: mathematics, money, and leaving with the bag, which symbolizes his focus on financial gain and success. Jeezy contrasts his rise to wealth and status with the fate of those who end up “going out sad,” a colloquial expression for ending up in a worse state than when one started. His reference to avoiding TikTok and maintaining a discreet profile suggests a deliberate distance from fleeting trends and a focus on longevity and legacy.
The charismatic “Couldn’t Lose If I Tried” asserts his undefeatable nature, and “Rewrite History” is an ode to his enduring success. It continues with the self-assured “Never Had a Bad Day in My Life,” which appreciates the simple victory of waking up, and “This Too Shall Pass,” offering advice over a chilling vocal sample. In “Don’t Deserve Me,” Jeezy suggests the rap game is unworthy of him, and “If I’m Being Honest” frames survival as a win.
But it’s “Don’t Cheat” that underscores fidelity and commitment against the backdrop of a lifestyle that often glorifies the opposite. While it’s not about his relationship with his ex-wife, the verses delve into the personal, with Jeezy reflecting on past experiences of betrayal and asserting his current values. The song’s production, courtesy of J.U.S.T.I.C.E. League, provides a smooth backdrop for Jeezy’s introspective lyrics, allowing the message to take center stage.
The first disc concludes with “Keep the Change.” a raw and unfiltered track that delves into themes of betrayal and personal growth. The chorus is a defiant statement, with Jeezy telling those who underestimated him to “Keep the change,” a metaphor for dismissing the insignificant and treacherous people from his life. It’s a declaration of independence and self-worth as he reflects on the disappointment of placing trust in someone who ultimately proved disloyal.
The verses are a candid reflection of Jeezy’s experiences with false friends and the harsh realities of his environment. He recounts the ingratitude and betrayal of those he once supported, emphasizing the personal cost of these relationships. The lyrics “Seen the writings on the wall /Did everything for that ni**a, I bought him drawers” and “I was payin’ for your condo, you left with all my sh*t” highlight the depth of his generosity and the sting of its non-reciprocation.
Musically, the track is anchored by a steady, thumping beat that underscores the gravity of Jeezy’s words. The production is sleek yet understated, allowing the weight of the lyrics to take center stage. Jeezy’s delivery is as confident as it is contemplative, providing a powerful vehicle for the song’s message of overcoming adversity and cutting ties with the past. The first disc of this effort is solid for his standards if you’re a die-hard fan of his, but nothing to write home about in the long run.
The second disc, But I Don’t Forget, begins with “Delusional,” a jazzy piece that ponders failure, produced entirely by the J.U.S.T.I.C.E. League, and it’s, by far, the best disc. The track is an unfiltered narrative that captures the essence of his struggles and confrontations with the expectations of others. The track opens with a courtroom dialogue, setting a tone of legal and personal conflict, which flows into Jeezy’s introspective verses. He addresses themes of loyalty, betrayal, and the harsh realities of street life, all while maintaining a defiant stance against his critics.
“Nothin to Prove” combines horns with a challenge to his critics, and “Titanic” is an anthem for the resilient. The former is filled with references to Jeezy’s past, his wealth, and his street credibility, painting a picture of a man who has risen above challenges. He drops cultural references, like Nia Long, and talks about his experiences with money and power, using clever wordplay and metaphors. “Everything About Me is True” is an honest declaration over an uptempo shimmering beat.
The verses of the song paint a picture of a man who is both revered and reviled, a figure of controversy within his narrative. The lyrics oscillate between claims of authenticity and whispers of betrayal, suggesting a complex character who is as much a product of his environment as he is a shaper of it. Jeezy uses the imagery of luxury cars and firearms to symbolize both the success and the danger that come with his territory while also addressing the duality of being labeled a “legend” and a “snitch” by different voices in the community.
In the second verse, Jeezy transitions from street tales to a broader view of his success, hinting at a transformation from illicit activities to legitimate business endeavors. The mention of real estate mogul aspirations and owning half the town suggests a narrative of growth and ambition, moving beyond the confines of his initial circumstances. This evolution of the character from the streets to the boardroom is a common theme in hip-hop. Still, Jeezy’s delivery gives it a personal touch that’s both credible and aspirational.
With “Expectations,” he creates a mystical aura while hinting at a 2Pac influence of how he enunciates the word ‘enemies,’ by offering a glimpse into the rapper’s perspective on personal responsibility and the burdens of leadership. The lyrics are a blend of personal anecdotes and broader statements on the nature of success and the weight of expectations. “Blame ain’t the strategy for a meaningful life” stands out as a powerful piece of advice, urging a shift from a mindset of blame to one of proactive ambition.
Jeezy reflects on the cyclical nature of success and failure in “Claim to Fame.” He raps about his past, painting a picture of humble beginnings and the authenticity of his street experiences. He contrasts the genuine struggles of his early life with the perceived inauthenticity of others who claim a similar background. The lyrics “I remember rocks, ni**a / All this motivation sh*t, what you think you Pac, ni**a?” challenge the authenticity of those who may exaggerate their past to build their image. He also humbles those who have lost touch with their origins, suggesting that material success doesn’t equate to lasting legacy or respect, making one of the album’s standout tracks.
Another standout comes in “Never Be a Fan,” a reflection on the complexities of relationships and the struggle for mutual support and understanding. He goes into detail about the emotional turmoil of feeling unsupported by a partner, highlighting the pain of being with someone who tries to control rather than connect. Jeezy uses vivid imagery and personal anecdotes to express the frustration of a one-sided relationship where one’s efforts and loyalty are met with resistance and lack of appreciation.
“Sade” exudes a smooth, laid-back vibe, much like the artist Sade, whom the song references. The lyrics are a blend of luxury and intimacy, with Jeezy painting pictures of a lavish lifestyle intertwined with romantic escapades. The song emphasizes a life of hard work and the rewards that come with it, suggesting a balance between grind and leisure, all set to the tune of Sade’s soulful music.
The verses dive deeper into the personal aspects of Jeezy’s life, detailing intimate moments and a connection that goes beyond the physical. He describes a relationship that’s not just about the physical connection but also about mental stimulation and shared ambitions. The lyrics “Intellectual conversation, yeah, that mind flex” and “Visionary, damn right, I got a real plan” showcase a desire for a partner who shares his mindset and vision.
J.U.S.T.I.C.E. League continues to craft soulful, uptempo bangers with “Don’t Let Up.” He provides a deeper narrative, discussing the consequences of one’s actions and the scrutiny that comes with public life. The mention of friends and fellow artists facing legal and personal battles adds a layer of solidarity and shared struggle to the song. But the song that really gets deep is “Since Pac Died.” The song opens with a reflection on the impact of deaths within the hip-hop community, juxtaposing the artist’s reaction to Tupac’s death with that of Pop Smoke, suggesting a personal evolution in how Jeezy processes such events.
The lyrics are a candid confession of the demons and challenges he faces, from legal troubles involving his son to the pain of losing his mother, painting a picture of vulnerability and the weight of familial responsibilities. The verse continues with a poignant look at Jeezy’s upbringing, marked by poverty and the pressures of a single-parent household. He touches on the hardships faced by his mother, from working menial jobs to the struggle to keep the lights on, encapsulating the socio-economic difficulties that many face. The artist also confronts his role in the cycle of addiction and violence within his community, acknowledging the impact of his actions on others’ lives, which adds a layer of remorse and self-awareness to the track.
In the concluding lines, Jeezy seeks redemption and expresses a desire to honor his mother’s memory by overcoming his past and becoming a leader. He admits to past feuds and mistakes, including a conflict with DJ Drama, and shows a yearning for his mother’s forgiveness. The song closes on a note of hope and determination as Jeezy aspires to heal from his trauma and lead by example, all while acknowledging the emotional toll his journey has taken on him. As “Free Champagne” is another celebratory banger, “No Choice” closes out the double-disc effort and repeats the theme of having “no choice” but to succeed, emphasizing the relentless pursuit of success despite the allure of luxury symbolized by a Rolls Royce.
The verses provide a deeper look into Jeezy’s past struggles and current triumphs, painting a picture of a man who has risen above his circumstances along with a soulful backdrop. He references cultural touchstones and personal milestones, such as being a New York Times bestseller and mingling with political figures, to highlight his growth and the respect he commands. The lyrics “Gave me lemons, I made lemonade, and I ain’t talking Simply” cleverly play on the common saying about making the best of what life gives you while also nodding to the simplicity of his approach.
The outro concludes with a reflective piece, where Jeezy speaks on owning one’s pain and the strength found in vulnerability. He addresses his critics and naysayers directly, asserting his progress and healing as a form of greatness. The line “Ain’t sh*t comin’ to a dreamer but a dream” encapsulates the song’s ethos, suggesting that dreaming is not enough without action—a fitting end to a song that is as much about the hustle as it is about the success that follows.
Great (★★★★☆)
Favorite Track(s) on Disc 1: “No Complaining,” “Couldn’t Lose If I Tried,” “Keep the Change”
Favorite Track(s) on Disc 2: “Expectations,” “Since Pac Died, “No Choice”